Music...

Music playing softly behind me and here I am, typing this post of the day...at this time of the night, all I want to do is allow the music flow into me and bring me to a distance place where I can be me again...

Just like any other day...

Today, just like any other day, everything seems to back into shape, into shape in the sense that as if nothing has happened...I was sitting in MacDonald's, having a chicken burger and fries and I watched the people come and go...come and go...ohoh, I also had their new freshly brewed coffee, the day repeated itself, so I tried to do something different each day, or write something different each day and give more each day so that I will no longer be in the chain, the chained system...Have you seen "The Groundhog Day"? Only with love in your heart for the entire humanity will you break free from the pattern...there are so many that we just have to let go and simply follow where our heart goes and you will be free...well...hehe...at least that's what I got from seeing that movie hmm...5 times...so far...

Wish you are well and sound!

To be less...

Interesting day today because things are moving rather slow and I am moving extremely slow...I have decided that I should write something everyday to give my mind a rest and gush my feelings out in my words...I am just thinking whether I should give myself a guideline of how many words to write daily or should I just go with the flow...I wonder because sometimes me without guidelines can be extremely slack...slack in a way that I will not be able to keep this up everyday eventhough i really have nothing to do, how's that!? Well, sometimes I feel that that's the way I am designed and somehow the main current kept changing me into what I am now but hell I know what I really am and what I really wanna do, do I...?!

More interestingly, rumours about a bank financial status already got everyone rushing to the bank hoping to withdraw everything in one go...one single rumour and that can be the end of another financial institution...people just freak out...just like that, and at this moment in time, we don't even know who spread that rumour!

Things are moving fast especially in the financial institution area, please stay calm and be less...

Lazy Lazy

OK...OK, I know I have been super lazy with this blog writing...been too busy with myself lately and sure enough, I have no dedicate any time to share with you, but maybe its meant to be now which is to me the best time.

From now on, I believe I should share so much more with others and not focusing mainly on myself because to me I am always not connected too well with the humanity and nature, so here I am working towards this selflessness but I must say that I am so easily trigger by my cunning ego...like yesterday night when I was having dinner with my family and I got triggered and make the waitress feel bad for making a tiny tiny mistake or actually its not really a mistake but a minor dishonesty or whatever the truth is...in fact I don't even know what the truth is...

Its always hard to see what's true and what's not because at the end of the day, there is really no universal right or wrong...do you agree?

September 09, 2008

This marks the first written material on this particular site which I accidentally run into and created for a brand new me with nothing behind me any more.

I shared this with you...