Laugh...

In the midst of confusion and chaos, there is always an opening, an opening which always lead to a plateau...a plateau is a flat broad surface which carries a deeper meaning of stability. When a plateau is being reached, it will be hard to move through and worse still is the comfort that this is giving me...comfort that a certain level seems to have been reached...comfort that something has been accomplished...an illusionous comfort zone that is designed to keep me there forever...no ends...as whichever directions I look, the same scenery appear before my very eyes...I can no longer define which is which...can you?

Complication and complexity seem to have implanted into me even on this plateau I feel irritated...as I placed myself on this grandeur high ground, the core is too sensitive to stand any "attack" on its righteousness...now that's not a joke...its "righteousness"is pretty serious stuff...extremely vulnerable but at the same time, this vulnerability is a protective shield from being attack...and that's confusing...any gestures can hardly be genuine...as this game has been planned and set up from the very beginning...once realised...I am no longer worthy of talking about love...no wonder I dream of myself running around on the corridor of a hotel floor chasing and hiding, no matter where I go...I am still on the same floor...from start to and end and back to start again...

to be continue...

In the name of love...

In the name of love I wish I can be who I truely am...when there are times I lost myself and I no longer recognize my surroundings...where are you? I cannot figure out a way around this, as I dream and I dream of myself running around in circle...hiding...and running again...I feel scared that I don't know what I am running away from and the stupidity in this is that I don't know I am running around in circle...ok...back to the start...as if I am playing a game of monopoly!

A game and I am a player...am I the only player here...I wonder...but from what I can see...people come and they go...but I am always in this monopoly...chasing my own tail...I need to put a stop to this, don't you think...?

So...in the name of love...right now...I doubt I can still use that as a shield...no longer taking, I just wanna give...

運...

趕 趕不上搭夜航機

結尾 呆望跑道上沙粒轉眼揚起

到 半夜遇到風雪失事了

沉沒了 證實機長都已死

假使那夜及時趕到了

也許漂流在孤島等了年幾

先清楚自己這麼有運氣

能在海關感嘆 世事沒完美

當 好景不再 我們來聽聽

你到底 出聲打氣 還是只懂得怨命

我相信際遇如一面鏡 用笑代替哭聲

霉運才能撥正 oh 一息間充滿困難

何必驚 跌進海 驚險之際

前面有某座潛艇 沿路定有獎等認領

情願坐著怨幾聲 還是努力搏取拍掌聲

怎麼叫運 視乎你心理

捱盡黑夜便可看得到晨曦

極運滯日子都不要忘記

還在呼吸心跳 我未被遺棄

當 好景不再 我們來聽聽

你到底 出聲打氣 還是只懂得怨命

我相信際遇如一面鏡 用笑代替哭聲

霉運才能撥正 撑到底 奮鬥心不死

渡過低潮 我先見到熱潮

成熟了 明白了 才悟到了命途的奧妙

這刻充滿困難

何必驚 跌進海 驚險之際

前面有某座潛艇 沿路定有獎等認領

結果不得要領 我都可給我喝采聲