So what is this all about, you wonder...well...first, let me ask you if you feel that I am a nice guy, and that's a question I leave it up to you to find the answer for yourself...
In a world where one has to be politically correct to be accepted, I wonder if the politically correct me is actually the real me. And if that is not, then I must have been living in a fake me for over 30 years! Fake means not true to one's inner feelings, only showing an aspect of oneself...
I want to be true, no more just an image of me...
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Me...
Sometimes I feel strange when thousands of things happened within whilst on the outside...its totally quiet as if somewhere somehow the line is disconnected or on another perspective, the 2 worlds seems to be independent from each other...I like to call them "worlds" because they strike me as 2 very confined but at the same time eternal spaces...
Its normal as we will describe it that we always overlook at how things are connected and how things are running like clock works...and only because its so "normal" and running so smoothly that we undoubtedly feel we are ok...every fine details seem to justify themselves so flawlessly that its probably not rocket science for one to work it out that "somewhere" there must be a masterplan...masterplan is really a plan by a master right? So if there is such a plan, then there must be a master or masters since the plan is of a grande scale. Let's hold on a minute here first, we thought we have freedom don't we? So much of freedom...
Its normal as we will describe it that we always overlook at how things are connected and how things are running like clock works...and only because its so "normal" and running so smoothly that we undoubtedly feel we are ok...every fine details seem to justify themselves so flawlessly that its probably not rocket science for one to work it out that "somewhere" there must be a masterplan...masterplan is really a plan by a master right? So if there is such a plan, then there must be a master or masters since the plan is of a grande scale. Let's hold on a minute here first, we thought we have freedom don't we? So much of freedom...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Birthday month...
Its been a while since my last update...hmm...exactly one entire month! So here goes...its been quite a strange birthday month for me, for one thing, its the first birthday that I didn't have any birthday cakes to cut! Secondly, received some very suitable as well as delicious presents! Thirdly, enjoy the birthday without actually eating the dinner! So I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of my dear friends for their thoughtful presents and arrangements...
Its also an interesting month for me as I have realised so much that I didn't know before and actually feel very ashamed of...but now they are in the past and let's look forward right?
And for friends that are going through hard times...I am praying for you and hope that you will be well soon...remember to have faith....
Love,
Felix
Its also an interesting month for me as I have realised so much that I didn't know before and actually feel very ashamed of...but now they are in the past and let's look forward right?
And for friends that are going through hard times...I am praying for you and hope that you will be well soon...remember to have faith....
Love,
Felix
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