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Monday, January 12, 2009

A Poem

By an unknown author, I share this with you.

Letting Go Takes Love.


To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Late night with Stan Getz...



It has been a while since I last have whisky at this time of the night. Its quiet and its as if I am the only in this entire world...while writing this, my tivoli is playing "The Girl From Ipanema" in the background...an old time favourite and do you know its Bossa Nova's 50th anniversary this year? Wonder if you are having a sweet dream and if so, what do you dream about? I am sure you will love this piece of music, light and cheeky, I wish you goodnight, my sweetheart.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

5mins...before lunch.

5 mins before lunch, writing extremely quickly and writing with thoughts going through my head at a very high speed...the excitement of lunch really gets to office people don't you think? Though you might not be the one in the office but I am sure same feeling applies! So let's go have a great lunch and back to work later...

Mo Liu Snap!



In office, obviously working super hard as you can see, can't you?

Monday, January 5, 2009

2009

This is my first post in 2009 and already I am experiencing a feeling of many new stuff coming this way! Letting go of the past and confronting what's waitng ahead is both exciting and blessing, though it sounded like as if I am a warrior but I can tell you I am not one of them and I really believe and have faith in what's being installed and what's coming, they will only be for my best interest and for the benefit of my journey.

I feel blessed because the big picture show me that you have accepted me the way I was many years ago and still is accepting the way I am today. I am forever grateful for this.

I pray that each one of you have a great experience in this coming time and be able to stay in the loving space in this chaotic real illusionist space.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Bar...

Do you know why they dim down the lights in bars?

To shade customers' sadness...

Quiet...

Its windy and the night is quiet...so quiet that I thought there is just me alone on this path to my home...And because it is dark, I feel safe to wander my way without worrying about what other people see in my eyes...its not easy to hide anything and I am not a good player at heart and there seems to have no reasons for me to do any hide and seek...am I a romanticist...? Its not for me to say but I am definitely an "emotionalist" if there is such word...ooh...with a quick search on Google, there is actually such a word! Everything driven by emotions...That's me...wandering my way home and my mind start to drift to places that are so far away that I find it difficult for me to come back and when I am lost in my thoughts, I cannot feel my body or I don't really know if I exist in this space and time...

Am I thinking about anything in particular? I don't really know...but my heart is in pain and I feel this pain that is tearing me apart...I wish I can tell you that that's just the effect of the alcohol and everything will be fine when I wake up...I am not even sure if I am interested in you or I am simply interested in the idea of you...I don't know any more...

As long as you are well...I remain quiet...